No one will ever know how much I hate myself. Sometimes something good happens and I think I feel happy and then my heart jumps because I think things are looking up for me but then I’m crushed again and its such a difficult way to live. I don’t want to be this way but I can’t change and you can tell me you hate me or disrespect me but in all honesty, so do I
phone calls are the most terrifying thing in the world
People get drunk
They hook up with the wrong person
And pretend to be okay
People act tough
And get mad
People will do anything to distract their heart.
They will do anything to distract it from missing someone.